Have you ever felt like all the fears and pressure of the world just came at you all at once? I’m not sure if this just another case of the Mondays but this exactly what I felt today. If you’re on your twenties or older and is forced to adulting, you must’ve had this feeling every now and then. On my way home from work, one of my friends reminded me that having fears is normal but we’re gonna have to face them whether we like it or not sooner or later. We can’t keep hiding in what’s comfortable and what’s safe forever. One way or the other, we’re going to have to face them because life has a tricky way of bringing back the lessons in our lives that we keep ignoring until we finally learn them and move on. Few of my biggest fears are: losing control of my own life, wasting time and being stuck. Everyday is a new day and everyday I’m learning that not everything is within my control, that I can only plan so much until something comes along and changes all that. Sometimes it gets frustrating, sometimes I ignore my frustration with the hope that it will all just go away but all my fears always resurface in no time every time I try to put them away by putting them on hold. What I’m learning now is that I’m only human and I do not have control over everything and that I need to stop putting so much pressure on myself and everything that is happening in my life right now is what is meant to happen. So today, I’ve decided to make a list of all my fears and frustrations and what’s causing me to feel this way? And from there, I shall tackle this list one at a time. Often times, I love multitasking so much that I also think I can do everything all at once. What are your fears? I know it’s not a very popular subject and nobody ever wants to talk about their fears because it’s scary and it makes you vulnerable but have you thought about your own fears lately? Do you think of tackling them soon? I hope you do before everything comes at you all at once.
I also made this two piece set and took photos at LACMA this weekend. Hope y’all enjoy the rest of your week and face your fears! 😉